Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Did you miss me? :)

Hello as I stated in the previous post. I am in a state of transition. I lost 9lbs! woot! I will upload new pics soon. I never did snag my Patricia Fields boots grrr..who wears a size 6?! Anyway this transitional period in my life is the hardest. I am single, I have a new apartment, and I am unhappy as of now. I am taking everything in stride and bringing the joy back into my life. There are the many things I am grateful for...my adorable son, my life, my job grr although its not where I want to be, but I am working on a way out! GOD has been great to me so why so unhappy? I want to do things on my own terms I hate conforming to others standards ie: working in corporate america aka a cut throat society where teamwork is a joke and everyone wants to step on you to get a head lol not for me..I love freedom of expression I love art I love moving around I can not sit behind a desk all day yuck! How do I find my happiness without sacrificing my paycheck lol million dollar question as I said I am working on it!

My ex-boyfriend calls me selfish and flakey which I am, these traits are what keep me interesting! lol I don't like sitting still my mind is always jumping to the next thing, but what always stayed consistent was the love of my son and my love for dance. My work schedule takes time from both of my loves. I need both in my life like I need air! The tasks at hand is to turn my two passions into my source of livelihood.  

I love laughing so this little tidbit at the bottom is something to make you laugh too!
Love, Live, Laugh, and that is it!


Thursday, March 17, 2011

**Under construction**

I will be back I am going through a period of transition, but i will return!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

A word from the not so wise..but I am getting there!

I ponder about everything in my life especially being a protective mom (isn't that a redundant statement?!)

  • Am I doing this thing called life correctly?
  • What will my son grow to be?
  • Will he still look at me with great admiration? Or feel a little dissapointment?
  • Am I making the right decisions? etc, etc, etc...
I have no answers for these way too deep questions...

Naz at my best friends wedding with "Ricky Raccoon"
As I get oldish :) I feel that being who you are and being free is the key to life. You don't have to fit anyone's mold. STAND OUT and STAND UP for you. YOU are all you have in this world! Who is to say what I am doing is right? Who is to say it is wrong? I may sound like a woman suffering from insomnia right now and I am...but nevertheless I want to live every second of this life for pure unadulterated happiness.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Stuff I Adore But Can't Afford

I am stepping out! Where? Nowhere! But if I was I would don:

Betsey Johnson's Sequince on Lace Twinklebelle Dress: $ 450









With a pair of: Satin & Lace Slingback Christian Louboutin's $795

I adore Cocktail Rings I found this one:







It is so funky! I have no price for this little gem!

 A lil make up and some layers a la Sanaa Lathan:


and I am ready to go again...Nowhere but I adore it all! :)

Snow Day!

So I am snowed in today with my little munchkin. I am doing some stretches and rocking out to the MJ experience, because Naz will not have it any other way. I drank 4 8 oz glasses of water and I see a dramatic difference in my skin. It actually looking clearer! Not using any products on my face just water and a washcloth. Who new? Well the real reason why I don't use acne products is because I am afraid it will break me out. So I have been drinking nothing but water and switched up my diet. I am really seeing results but the year is still let me continue to pursue this long journey.


The only real "cure" to acne..

I WANT THESE!!!!


$170 Patricia Fields Spiked Heels
I can afford these I want them like now!
Pics will be up sooner than later!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Stuff I Adore But Can't Afford

GUCCI (Heavy sigh)


It is all so fierce! You wanna know the prices?
  •  Fringe Jacket $4500
  • Cropped Jodphur Pant $1900
  • Strapless drape top $795
  • Belt with Tassle $690
  • "Inga" heeled open toe booties $ 940
  • Bag $4200 
Okay I know your Gucci but Dang! I got take out a loan on one outfit Yikes! But I adore it!